Had I held it (March 14, 2010)

Had I held it, I should be obliged to
contradict that very fact
I hardly think like everyone else,
all of our words have been
almost wished
such a desperate need for custody
separates into deadly enemies
here is a path across the tip of the breach
but that remains with the object of retreat
in a certain waiting rooom
I told  you I may be

unequal to the role